one thing i took away from christmas this year is that i've shut a lot of people out.
another thing i took away is that seriously everybody seems to have someone....and i cannot even imagine that for myself at this point. it feels so far away, as though it will never happen. and so yes, for the briefest of moments...i felt lonely.
but otherwise, it was a lovely holiday. despite my pred taper wreaking havoc on me, there were many joyful moments this christmas.
happy holidays :)