Sunday, August 5, 2012


i hate that i feel like i LITERALLY need it right now. it's so hard to feel so NOT in control of my health and financial situations. i'd spend my LIFE at my work if i could, i love it so much. there is a deeper and deeper hole i am falling into with every infusion, specialist visit, all of my medications...i just don't know how i'll ever get out.

1 comment:

hannabaorange said...

This makes me realise how lucky I am to live where I do. If my parents didn't have insurance that covered me, I'd still get the same treatment (although probably a lengthier wait for it), completely, or almost completely subsidised by the govt. People complain about the health system here, but really, we've got it pretty good.

I wish I could help you, I really do. I wish you were a New Zealander too, and that you could have what you need so desperately without worrying about how to pay for it.

I do understand the whole debt thing though, it feels like I'm sinking further and further into it with every day at university. I know it will be worth it in the long run, but in the meantime, it sucks. Same goes for you. It WILL be worth it in the long run, because it ENABLES you to HAVE a long run to think about. And you can't put a price on that. xox