Sunday, February 6, 2011

that your burdens may be light

so.....i've been sick for over four weeks.

horribly, 'i've had to take way too much time off of work, been confined to my parent's living room couch, lost enough weight that i guess i could take up a career in modeling' sick....


the irony? i really couldn't care less about the weight loss....if anything, it's freaked me out....


lying here, i'm wondering what's going to happen on tuesday. what i'm going to learn has been going on. i've been praying a lot. praying that this burden can be lightened, because for whatever reason it's apparently right for me to be sick right now. i'm not sure why, but i trust in the Lord. he knows a lot more than i do......




sometimes life really does hurt, or suck. my sister broke up with her boyfriend, and i wish that my being sick could take away the pain of the break up for her. that somehow, it could count for her suffering too. of course, it doesn't work that way.



although someone has already suffered for us both. and that's who i'm leaning on right now.


until this is over, i just want to be able to endure it well.

1 comment:

jennsdaisypatch said...

I love you rache. I'm here for you!!!